hi :) thank you for all the lovely comments. my day got better really fast after i wrote that and my whole weekend turned out to be wonderful.

for a brief shining moment in my life,
i found everything that i could ever want
wrapped up in something i could never have.

i know that time wont change a thing
if we're all moving in slow motion its hard to keep up,
when the world is weighing you down.

she said "its all gonna end and it might as well be my fault."
and she only sleeps when its raining.
and she screams and her voice is straining.

i still love you and always will
all these motel rooms, you fronted the bill
i am not bitter, i want you to know
got you comin, i seen it before.

i know its probably annoying when i post personal entries but i feel like i need to vent a little. im pretty frustrated right now because i didnt take my medication this morning so my emotions are all out of wack and the littlest thing can make me burst into tears. it doesnt help that my dad is basically bipolar today and yells at me every 20 minutes. i have a killer stomach ache and i feel pretty tired. id really just like to leave and go do something fun, but my boyfriends parents have his keys so he cant leave until they come back. so im just sitting here, really irritated. i guess im going to go change because i fucking hate this outfit. k bye.

inspire me to update.

one day the dreamers died within us
when all our answers never came
we hid the truth beneath our skin but
our shadows never looked the same

you see their shadows wandering off somewhere,
they wont make it home and they really dont care.

ive got a flask inside my pocket we can share it on the train
if you promise to stay conscious i will try and do the same
we might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
but what was normal in the evening, by the morning seems insane.

there are palm prints on my window
from his hands out in the cold
now four years have gone by here
and i have gotten old

my life would be so much easier if i didnt even know what love was.
i hate feelings, especially mine. sometimes i wish i didnt have any of those either.
right now i wish i could just go back in time to like, 8th grade when all my problems were so small and i was so naive and happy.

i got a new layout, yay. :)

this world will never be what i expected
and if i dont belong, who would have guessed it
i will not leave alone anything that i own
to make you feel its not too late
its never too late

it's like we were asleep
now that life's moved on
we wish we could return to just wishing we were here

i think i need a new town
to leave all this behind
i think i need a sunrise
i'm tired of the sunset

we shed our jackets
as the night heats up
from teen hearts racing
and kids making their moves
seizing their moment
cause this is all we have

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